Starting again

Hey, I'm gonna start blogging again because i feel like expressing myself to..well...myself. so you'll see alot more from me here.

Today was crap. I have a load of work to catch up on and handed in fully completed for this friday and he didn't really help today. all he did was act childish and i hate it when he does that. He nearly got me in big trouble too, you know, I know he does it because he thinks its funny and it is to an extent, but not when it involves me and leaving the course...Hmmmmm

I finally settled things with him too (Someone else) Well, if you count settled as express my opinion and ending this in me being a coward, then yes, its settled. I've agreed to play his hate game, and take it as it comes. I don't really care if people bitch about me behind my back anymore, its become too common to actually worry about it. Well, hes a nice guy deep down, i know he his, he just doesn't want to get involved with me anymore, which i can understand really, who would want to get involved with me and stay involved. He was a damn good friend too, its a big loss for me, but not such a big loss for him. Downer huh?

I'm starting to doubt his trust too (Someone else), alot of people have been saying things about him thats made me wonder whether hes actually on my side or not, when you think about it realistically in my viewpoint, its obvious that he has something against me deep down. Hes expressed that opinion several times, but has always kept his real thoughts about people hidden, and from what i hear, ends up telling lies.

Might go and get Left4Dead this weekend, fancy a change of tune for my gaming expertise and something to squee over in the break. Can't wait to tear people apart!

My Dad texted me saying he wants to meet me after 7 years too...but i'm not sure if i want to see him anymore, i mean....i don't even remember him much.